Depression

I get up and I am fine, I enjoy those when I can. Other days I have to put in some effort to get going and get the fog out of my head. That's ok, I guess everyone has some of those days, even when not struggling with depressions. And then there are the hard days,days when I seem to have to fight every second to keep the dark at bay. It keeps swirling in my head, won't settle no matter how I struggle......no matter that I rationally know there is no reason to feel the way I do ( this might even make it worse). No matter the weather, rain or sunshine...Today seems to be one of those days. I am glad it isn't so bad I can't read, still have my focus so I have an escape for now