I know I promised....

I know I promised to write more often but somehow I get caught up in life so I don't get to write as often as I would like...That's why I haven't been around much lately, the job, life in general.....sometimes I feel like I am so busy I could walk past myself at any time. That is one of the main reasons why I have decided to start working less. I have been working 30 hours a week but I found I was right on the edge of what I could handle. I did not have any energy left to do fun stuff or just regular chores around the house. So I talked to my supervisor and after loads of talking was able to reduce my hours to 26 a week. I find I now have time to think and do stuff for myself and I finally get to spend some quality time with D. We hang out and go shopping together and I do not need the entire weekend just to get ready for the coming week. I am glad I made this decision, although it won't be easy on the finances at all.D. still hasn't found a job, and I am earning less. I finally consulted a specialist and we have decided that I should apply for a special social support, especially for young handicapped people. It is harsh to say about myself but I will never be able to work a full 40 hours a week because of my depressions and lack of resistance to stress. I will keep you posted about this proces because it will probably be a drawn out thing.I am also going to do some tests to see wether I might be better suited for another job, and maybe the government will be able to help me if I need some more training.I will let you know about this as well. Of course I have some good news as well. A lot has happened since Yule. I finally got my tattoo! It hurt like hell but I am really happy with it. Now the goddess will always be with me, as will my totem animal the dolphin. Furthermore I have been able to go to Glastonbury again ( i will write about that later...when I have the pics to show as well) and I will be going to Ireland next week, where I will visit E and her husband and we will be oing to Newgrange and I am thinking about visiting Tara as well. This time I promise to keep you updated, I enjoy writing too much not to do it.For now it is dinner time, I will go and enjoy my home made bean soup.